Wednesday, November 28, 2007

explain ba

you might notice ma puro paid posts ang nasa baba ng entry na 'to... basically, wala ako sa mood to write stories about everything and anything under the sun (which by the way is the theme of this blog aside from being titled as DAILY STORIES OF A NOW SAHM and having the url addi as BUHAYMISISNIKATHY) so i guess wala naman ibang e-expect ang mga readers ko kundi ang mga daily talks and rants ko sa buhay buhay.

why am i writing this?! simply because i got hurt.

hurt kasi alam kong totoo. alam kong totoong hindi ako ang tipong uber galing mag construct at mag compose ng mga sentence at paragraphs in ENGLISH. alam ko andami kong errors when it comes to that. pero kiber lang ako. as long as masabi ko nasa loob ko at masabi ko ang trip ko. ganun lang.

i started this blog 2005 pa, and i guess kahit paano i gained friends. so far wala naman nangingialam in a way na ngangaragin ako at sasabihang 'oi girl, mali ang grammar mo at mali ang past present future tense usage mo' so far wala pa naman. so i guess ok lang.
isa pa, i never wanted to have a full english speaking blog. kasi i know i suck in this. bobo ako sa english when i was in high school. pero kita nyo naman. i'm trying. trying so hard na oa na nga siguro. pero who cares?! I NEED TO WRITE IN ENGLISH, kasi for my paid bloggings. OO I'M INTO PAID BLOGGING. and I"M PROUD OF THAT. hindi kame mayaman kaya i take advantage of this opportunity to write and be paid in dollars. kailangan eh.

bakit PBB, MOTHERHOOD AND ABOUT MY DAUGHTER ang topics ko?! because those are the things that i LOVE. ayoko namang isulat ang ibang bagay na di ko trip dito sa blog ko, may paid posts na nga ko regarding sa ka-uta-utang HOTEL RESERVATIONS,ASHOP COMMERCE,LIPOSUCTION at iba pa eh. kaya marapat namang magkwento ako ng mga bagay na pasok sa trip ko. di ba?! ganun din naman ang ibang bloggers eh. tama ba ko?!

nawili ako mag blog kasi unang una andami kong na-gain na friends na pinoy from all over the world. never ako naka experience na may na-ngarag sakin in whatsoever means. as in, lahat friendship din lang ang hanap. kaya naman sandamakmak ang links ko sa right panel ko. at ilang oras din ang ginugugol ko sa blog hopping, simply because wala naman akong ibang magagawa eh dito sa bahay kundi maki-chika sa buhay buhay at stories ng ibang blogger friends. un din naman ang ibang ginagagawa nila.

83rd FILIPINO BLOG OF THE WEEK -- eto na ang kwento sa likod ng prestigious awardan ek-ek na yan. last sunday i got a message in my chalk box na my blog is nominated for the 83rd week. HINDI AKO NAG-UMEPAL DUN PARA ISALI AKO. kaya naman natuwa ako. siyempre kahit sino masaya pag ganun bumalita sayo diba?! feeling sikat ang blog ko. ganun lang kababaw ang sakin nun. so ano gagawin ng nominee? of course mega bera ako sa mga blogger mommies and friends ko na help nila ko i-vote. ayun naman, nagsipag botohan naman, kaya mas masaya. for 1 straight week ako ung nangunguna sa poll. which is so nice talaga naman. ganun lang naman masaya na ko. lalo pa ng mag message ulet sakin na i won the 83rd week. YEHEY feeling talaga. 1-2-3 days ang dumaan. akala ko tapos na ang issue. actually tuloy pa din ang botohan for the 2nd week pero di na ko nangungulit para iboto ako. isa lang ok na. PERO IBA PALA SA IBA ANG NANGYARI.

meron pa lang taong nasaktan at dahil sa sakit na naidulot pati laman ng blog ko at mga kwento ko nadamay. pati ang pag-post ko ng grad pic ko noong negrita days ako nadamay. oo tama ka, mas magaling ka at mas maganda content ng blog mo, totoo yun. pero sana be sensitive enough naman na may matatamaan ka sa mga sulat mo. nasaktan lang talaga ako ng husto. kung may issue sana dun sa moderator ng blog of the week mismo nirekta hindi sa paraang may masasaktan. oo alam ko, nagkataon lang na ako yung nanalo kaya may patama sakin. pero miski na masakit pa din. ayoko na sanang patulan pero hello?! tao lang. may pakiramdam din naman ano.

sinulat ko 'to kasi nasaktan lang talaga ako. ayoko ng away at lalong ayoko na lumaki 'tong issue na 'to. tapos na after this. nailabas ko na din ang sama ng loob ko. sana ganun ka din. di ko aalisin ang link mo sakin. kasi i consider as friend na din dati pa, bago pa nag umpisa ang blog of the week na yan.





6 comments:

ruther said...

minsan mo lang ako sinabihan pero since fwendly fwends tau for 9 straight days, ni-vote kita... sino ba yang 'animal na yan?!!!

recel said...

nakuuuuu naman sis.. ano ba'to dito? hehe... meron pala ganyan? kapwa pinay ba yan? ahihihi! talk about crab mentality nga naman o! bayaan mo na lang yan.. tama ka, ok na ang mailabas mo dito ang sama ng loob mo.. agree nga ako sa u eh, i wish to be writing things in my blog na related talaga sa buhay buhay ko.. but those paid opps out there that are sometimes flooding are irrisistible. kaya ayun, panay nalang din imbento ko kung ano sasabihin! lol tinatanggap naman eh, at binabayaran. hehe!

basta... bayaan mo nalang yan! ang importante honest yung pagka-panalo mo! hehe... don't wori, vi-note kita! hehe...

ano, saan na ang lakbay tayo na tag o? hehe! ingat!!!

Scarlet said...

Dearest Kathy,

I was expecting this kind of response from you, although it was never my objective to get a reply from people saying that they got hurt, or offended, by what I have written.

I just want to stress out, yet again, that it is not my intention to personally attack the people mentioned and involved in this whole issue. My reasons were made clear on my posts: I wrote about this as a form of my analysis towards the whole situation, and how I feel towards it. In order for me to vividly expound my insight, I inevitably have to mention a name or two, just so I can make my explanation pretty clear, and evidently feasible.

Hurt? Don't be. It was truely from my heart when I said on my previous post that I adore your blog. I am not criticizing your ability as a blogger, nor am I, in anyway, judging and questioning your topics. If I do so, then I'm just like the people who rated my blog 65.15%, which of course, is something that I will be ashamed of. I believe that blogging is made entirely of one's freedom of expression. It is unjust for me to set standards unto how good a blog should be, because I don't think there should be any standards at all, that can be measured by any criteria for judging.

It was never YOU who caused any trouble, sweetie. Spare yourself the feeling of getting hurt and guilty because I neither blame you for anything, nor am I bashing you because you won. Besides, I don't think I will gain anything by talking trash about someone aside from infamous publicity.

If you might have felt that I said something against you, I apologize. Probably, you're just one of the people who might have misinterpreted my thoughts. Yes, my two latest posts might have been filled with angst, and undeniable bluntness, but it doesn't necessarily mean that I'm causing chaos and blood to rain over the other people involved..

I suggest that you (along with the other people that might as well get offended by my posts) read my blog entries twice. While doing so, keep in mind that the main idea of my posts is the "inappropriate, and unjust proceedings of the situation." Names have been mentioned, I know. But it is simply to make my reasoning realistic. Hope this will make you feel better.

Best wishes for you and your family.
Keep blogging..

angela said...

hey kathy. thanks for dropping by my blog.

i think the reason why your blog is so popular among other bloggers is that a lot of us are moms and wives who are trying to get by with our daily lives and roles. reading about your accounts are both refreshing and "involving" since a lot of us can actually relate to what you have to say. Besides, you blog for yourself, not any other person's approval or what have you. as long as you're happy with what you do and it helps you earn a bit (we moms and wives know this is a really nice benefit to have when you're raising a family)girl, enjoy it! own it, live it and revel in it :)

screw the criticisms and the uber-negativity ;)

+ Liz + said...

nako sis... ganyan talaga pag sikat haha! :D

Hall of fame ka na! Congratz mwah

ann k said...

hi kathy! you go girl! that's all i have to say! you're a great person and just what i told you in our ym, we love you for who you are. :)