bummer

i am not in a happy state today. i have so many rants and raves that if only i can disclose everything in here so that i can breathe, but then it's not proper, right?.

well then, i'll just have to deal with this myself today. and i will start now. i need some space for the meantime.

if only people can understand me. aaarrggghhhh!!!!

they just don't know what i'm going through. how hard it is for me to see all those events and other matters that MIGHT have been my chance!

Oh God. Please Lighten me up!

I need you more now.

had to stop, i do not want to cry this out.